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[01-31-07 | 2:11pm] |
my midterm grades:
history: 73 (c)
geometry: 73 (c)
english: c- (but a d+ without scaling)
chemistry: 70 (c-)
spanish: 75 (c)
I STUDYED PROBABLY MORE THAN MOST PEOPLE IN MY SCHOOL.
and i thought english was my best subject. i guess fucking not.
i fucking quit school.
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[10-16-06 | 6:12pm] |
today i was out sick
i havent been feeling good for like 3 weeks
some girl threw up in front of me during spanish class, and i cant handle seeing that stuff, so i had to go sit in the nurses for like, an hour to calm down.
then i was fine.
and then i started feeling nausious (naucious? wow what an annoying word to spell) all the time, so i couldnt concentrate and i was crying alot because i didnt know why i was feeling like this, and i constantly felt like i was going to throw up (which is my phobia...i really cant handle it) so ive been feeling bad for like, 3 weeks
and last night at like 10:30 i was shaking uncontrollably and i was sure i was gonna throw up.
but i didnt.
so my mom layed in bed with me for like, 2 hours
shes a good mom. =)
so i went to the doctors today and didnt go to school, and they said i had alot of acid in my stomach or something, so they gave me all these neutralizers to buy and stuff
and now i take these pills in the morning and night, and ill take tums during the day if i dont feel good.
ew. and now i dont feel good again.
i think im gonna go eat a tums.
oh and i havent been to chem in a wicked long time. so im soo far behind. and i already have a c
so im going for extra help like all week.
i need a b.
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[10-12-06 | 6:02pm] |
havent posted in a while because theres been sooo much work and field hockey and ive been sort of sick and blah blah blah.
blah.
i dont know if i like nick anymore...but maybe i do....maybe im just trying to get over him? but i feel like hes more of a bestest friend/brother right now.
hes never going to break up with his girlfriend, so i guess its good timing.
I SAW DEAN THIS WEEKEND. omg it was sooo amazing. i miss him so much. oh deenie weenie, i miss you.
i love hanging out with nick and tristan too, its so fun, its like just what i need on the weekends.
but it was really awkward because nick was all like yeah! lets rent a movie, and julia can come over and watch it with us! cuz i want you to meet her!
and im like oh yeah, ok
but im really like ok i really dont feel like meeting her, and how akward would that be if we all watched a movie together? i mean come on, how is that ok? and i dont know it would just hurt to see them together all lovey dovey.
poo.
so whatever.
i dont know. ive been so busy with field hockey lately but its so amazing. im gonna try to find a winter team, and kathryn and kathleen and julie are going to do it too i think. BC puts a bubble over their field or something in the winter, so i think the coach is gonna try to find out more. that would be awesome. i think ive found possibly a talent? (it would be a first, im not really good at anything...just average, or below.)
and im practically failing all my classes.
im in danger of failing in chem (im like, spazzing out. i. dont. get. danger. of. failings.)
i have a problem. its in the form of a former friend named hilary.
some things she does i just cant stand.
see, all this year im going to try to become a better person, because i left last year with practically no friends.
so im listening to everyone and saying "you" alot more. so i get home from tls and it was so amazing that i just want to tell hilary every second of it. because she was my best friend. but she didnt listen. and like, didnt want to hear about it. the entire night she was talking about HER camp and going on myspace to find her friends. mind you, i had already heard every single thing about it. but i was just a good friend and listened to everything and replied and acted happy.
and she mooches, she just takes your food, takes your stuff and just is always asking for more. its sort of selfish. and annoying to me.
so i had her over the other night because i havent talked to her in a while. and my music from tls means so much to me and so i wanted to share it with her. i had only shared regina with the kaths, (kathryn, katleen) and they listened and liked it, so i was like ok, i guess ill share it with hilary.
i fucking hate her. she goes..."who is this creepy lady?! thats really scary i dont like her at all!"
im like ....say that one more time?
and i tried to get her to listen to these funny songs and she wouldnt listen all she did was go through my sisters ipod and not listen at all and i felt offended.
ill just stick to the people i hope like me. and then i will be happy.
oh and i might host a harry potter party at my house on halloween hahaha
me and mary and kristina were talking about it.
that would be fucking sweet.
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[09-24-06 | 4:03pm] |
amy and sarah left this morning.
it was mad depressing.
ugg i want them to stay forever.
grr
it was just what i needed though
it was sooooo freaking fun
theyre so cool.
i wish they lived at my house.
but nick got all cuddly again.
he stopped after tls
just like hugs and he picked me up alot. but he does that to other people, right?
well, now, hes all cuddly again!! and it was exciting
and amy or zoe, idk, someone, told me that like, if he wasnt with julia, hed be with me. and that excites me.
muahahaha
but yeah. omg this weekend was absolutely amazing.
so thats the good part.
bad part. i really think tom likes me.
why?
one: wyn says he does (but like shes like, i think so)
two: when he like kathryn, i was the first to find out, right? and so i was telling him to tell her he likes her and hes like i have been. and kathryn would have told me, so im like, well what did you say? did she get it? and hes like i just say love you alot (like, "im just kidding, i love you! or like "aww im sowwy, <3333" or things like that)
and im like oh, god tom, i dont think shes gonna get that from that, and hes like well i think she is. but thats like, the stuff that hes doing to me now...look....
karabara7769 (4:05:40 PM): i know, i was saying thanks for not showing me
karabara7769 (4:05:41 PM): :-D
Sc0ntS (4:06:01 PM): hahahahahahahahahha i <3 you too
and so hes like, your a meanie, and im like no im nottt, you <3 me, (and i do that alot) and he goes:Sc0ntS (4:08:45 PM): very true, but still
and he just says he loves me like all the time, and i wouldnt think of it as anything, because he did it b4, like b4 he went out with kathryn, but now that he told me that means he likes her, im like uh oh.
damnit. why cant i substitute tom for nick? how about instead of tom living in westwood and in my chem class, NICK lives in westwood and in my chem class....muahahah.
that could work.
aww im miss tls.
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[09-21-06 | 7:32pm] |
i am fucking seeing amy and sarah tomorrow.
and the office premiers tonight.
beast.
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[09-20-06 | 7:30pm] |
oh and also, zoe i have an idea for the package!
since i know how annoying it is to stare at what you need to send, and everyday go, ok ill send it tomorrow
why not just send it up with amy and sarah?
so that you dont have to worry about sending it anymore
(trust me, i know how horrible it is to know that your procrastinating, i kept claires package for a year and a half)
(and i need to see you, so having some of your clothes will make me think of zoe all day long (= )
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[09-20-06 | 7:09pm] |
oh my! i havent updated in a while.
ugg
this week has been ok i guess, i like day 8 and day 1 because on day 8 i have a free block and then a triple lunch (hour and a half) and then on day one i had a triple and then free, oh and mr g, my band teacher wasnt there, so that was another free block.
but i have alot of tests tomorrow and friday.
rar.
oh and my mom is being a huge bitch.
shes keeps trying to give me advice, and she knows how much i hate when she gives me advice. she trys to give me advice on sports, and im like MOTHER, YOU DONT PLAY THEM. STOP. i should be grateful for it, and i like advice from my friends, but i hate when she says it. and she keeps telling me stuff to do for school and im like moommmmmmm i make honor roll every term. im a good student. i dont need your help. and shes all like STOP BEING SO DEFENSIVE, IM JUST TRYING TO GIVE YOU ADVICE, BLAH BLAH BLAH.
and then when im like mom STOPPPP
shes like YOU KNOW WHAT?! IF YOU SAY ONE MORE WORD IM GONNA CALL AMYS MOM AND SAY THAT SHE CANT COME
(dont worry amy, she would never do that, she knows i dont have any friends right now, and that i need you. i hope. well, at least i hope she knows that if she did that i would never talk to her again. ever.)
aaanyways.
i really should be doing homework right now. but i dont feel like it
plus about tomorrow: the juniors FINALLY are letting us wear our kilts to school for our game. (ya know, dressing up that day if you have a game)
negative about tomorrow: i have 3 frikin tests, 2 in history, one in english with hard vocab that i dont know
SWEET.
omg noone knows how much this weekend is getting me through life.
every morning i give kelly rich a ride to school
and i go 2 DAYS KELLY, TWO DAYS
and were gonna walk up and see her, ok amy?
she really misses you
and im sure you miss her as well.
so yes.
shes practically coming tomorrow
oh! discovery!
so theres this girl named nadia (shes new this year)
and shes omg insaaaaaane.
like, she dresses wicked goth
but shes nice
shes just like, totally crazy
shes soo hyper and just is loud and always interrupts band all the time and hops around. shes crazy. and she nibbled my arm yesterday? interesting experience.
BUT SHE FRIKIN LISTENS TO REGINA SPEKTOR.
we were talking about music cuz we had a free for band today, and shes like here, youll like this. AND IT WAS FRIKIN REGINA. i heard it for like two seconds and i was like REGINA?!?!
it was crazy.
shes cool though.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OMG I HAVE THE FUNNIEST STORY FOR YOU ALL.
ok so heres the basic facts to understand the story
kathryn is like my best friend right now
kathryn and i stalk people alot.
kathryn and i love this senior whos wicked hot
kathryn and i love this frieshmen whos wicked hot. his names jamie.
soooo today were in the hallway outside of the caf because they locked it on us. so the wicked hot senior walks out the door. kathryn screams, SEE LAUREN?! SEE?! ISNT HE CUTE?!! ISNT HE CUTE???!!
it just so happens that jamie is walking through the door at the same time shes screaming ISNT HE CUTE?!! and pointing to the door.
so hahaha jamies walking past like staring at her, and then she realizes that he thinks shes talking about him and so she starts laughing and turns bright red, and im like, screaming, im laughing so hard and so im making wierd noises, and he must have thought i was a freak.
hahahaha and so hes like standing at the door trying to get through so he can get away, and then goes to the school store, which is like, next to it sort of, so he comes out and alex, our friend, is like hey, jamie, come here. this is kathryn ((who btw looks like a tomato right now)). and this is kara (and i was laughing wicked hard).
hahahahahah omg it was hilarious.
oh my, hes so hot.
and he plays football.
he frikin hot, yo.
oh, and he has a twin, curt. but jamies hotter
and hes in my math class. hah hah hah!
ok sorry guys this was a really annoying entry.
i wont be offended if you stopped reading
its wicked long and the story is really only funny if you know kathryn, and you were there.
maybe ill delete it.
ok whatever, you can just stop.
<3
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[09-17-06 | 3:27pm] |
hmm i havent updated in a while...
this week sucked. the whole mike thing (thank GOD he gave up. i might have refused to come to school).
and all the work and i had 3 games this week.
poo.
last night made everything good though. it was nice to see them again. even though i saw them last weekend. but like, i feelt like i hadnt seen them in a month.
they came to my town and they decided im a country girl, because my town has nothing. we hung out at one of the elementary school playgrounds, and all these freshman randomly came up, and theres this one wicked hot one, jamie baylor, and tristan was like hey! he was in my cabin a few years ago.
whoa.
how strange
and then we went back to my house and ate pizza and they decided i had a really cool house, and then nick insisted we had to watch bring it on
so we did.
oh and they were amazed, they were like YOU HAVE AN XBOX 360??!! AND A PS2?! AND A GAMECUBE?! AND An N64?!??! hahaha i was like yeah, ny brother lives down here.
theyre hilarious.
i love them.
i just dont know whether to give up on nick or not
zoe said not to, and that hes having second thoughts about his girlfriend (heh heh heh)/(awww)
so idk
there was no snuggling action though.
whatever. i guess it didnt really count on tls because he wasnt going back to his girlfriend that night.
ahhhhh
i need amy and sarah to come up (zoe, im sad that you cant =( )
i neeeeed you guys ahhh
i miss you so much
oh! and i heard your coming up on the 21-22 weekend right?
THATS THE WEEKEND IM COMING TO NY =(
ahhh
so im all sad
but its ok because my sisters gonna take me to see rent
but you guys are better.
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[09-12-06 | 8:35pm] |
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ok then
so like, everyones talking about mike to me
and EVERYONE KNOWS about it
NOT FUN GUYS
AHHHH
i cant like handle this
this week is already sucking major ass
ok so first: this whole mike thing
second: i think i have a really bad cold because i feel like shit
third: my leg is still hurting, cant play fh, which is my getaway right now
fourth: i dont have a free tomorrow
fifth: ...i cant wait for the weekend to hang out with nick and tristan
ok so like, i cant tell any of my friends in my grade this because theyre sooo stupid theyll think im bragging
so im telling you guys
ok, so i was talking to kristina about this whole mike thing
and shes all like yeah i knew about all of this, more than you did haha
and im like GREAT
and she was like so apparently all these people in your grade think your hot, and im like huh??? all the guys in my grade HATE ME (like, they seriously do)
so apparently all of mikes friends, which is a group everyone loves (except for mike) all think im hot, and whenever theyre at russ's or mikes house theyre always like, guys, lets walk past wiggins house
cuz they think im hot
and im liek WHAT
they HATE me!!!
and before i would have given anything to have something like me, and id be so flattered
but i really dont want this
i would rather be left alone
is that wierd?
suddenly, the second people become available, i dont want it, and i just want someone else
...the one person i cant get
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[09-11-06 | 9:55pm] |
ok, ive got lots to say
well, sort of.
first off, im wicked pissed because my coach wouldnt let me play in the fh game today because my leg hurts and she doesnt want me to hurt it more
the entire time i was on the sidelines being like ahhh I NEED TO GO IN
tom came to my game today
wyn says she thinks he likes me
how annoying is that...the second tom becomes available is the second i stop liking him. after a whole year.
grrr
so mike sharry, the one who went on tls one, the one ive known for like, ever and i think is sort of annoying, is going to ask me out/already did because he thinks im hot.
how stupid is that. rar
and right now there are like 12 rumors about me running around
1. im going out with tom
2. i rejected mike (not really yet)(but i will)
thats all i heard so far but im suuure theres more
and both aernt true
westwoods soooo annoying
but ive found that when im annoyed, field hockey really cheers me up and i absolutely love going to it.
its amazing
and i cant wait for tomorrows practice
k love you all bye.
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